But today as I used the bathroom cleaned myself and glanced down at the spotting in my pad the severity of my situation began in that moment to way down on me. The reality of what all this means for me, my daughter and my life was now truly beginning to sink in. If the Lord see's fit to allow it I will be blessed with the opportunity to stay in this hospital an additional 11 weeks or until my baby has the capability to sustain on his own. This is not a vacation or a get out of all my responsibilities card this is my life in action and I have no clue of what to do nor how I am going to make it. My baby is alive and that should be enough but unfortunately it is not.
Living MY Life One Day At A time
The Journey Continues...
Though life seems to constantly hand me limes I am determined to live life until they ripen so that I can make some BOMB BEHIND LEMONADE!