The hits and blows keep rolling in none stop. Though I am trying to be mindful of the words I speak (for constantly I read and hear that there is power in your words that life and death lies in the power of one's tongue) I cannot help but be overcome with the negative. As i sit here waiting for this police officer to arrive i wonder if it's okay to write or type about it...trying to find a loop hole...lol...I decided to write.
When will things get better? How much longer must I travail with the burden of unfulfilled need. Entrepreneurship is not for the faint of heart. "I got a long way to go and a short while to get there. I'm gonna do what they say can't be done." I see no end in sight for the way is cluttered with one need after another...
After waiting one hour and forty-five minutes the officer finally arrived. I was cited for following too closely and will have to appear in court June 27th. I have to believe that something is going to turn around that the steps i have taken will reap some financial benefits of increase. If writing is not a part of my purpose then why does the Lord allow my mind to be overcome with words and thoughts that only find relief in the release. I'm tired of struggling when i work so hard to succeed. I'm tired of hoping when there is no evidence that i will ever receive. I am tired of believing. My heart, my mind, my body is tired of the roller-coaster. When I think I'm good and that everything will be okay and work to my good the new day comes to correct the misconception. Don't know how much longer I can hold on...
It's Your Life Live IT
The Journey Continues...
Though life seems to constantly hand me limes I am determined to live life until they ripen so that I can make some BOMB BEHIND LEMONADE!